Confused

6th of March
Ytd whole day onli one msg from her haha that is when i sms her good night and she reply... Well i should be happy right she still make an effort to reply when i sms her good night.. Maybe all the sms that i send her she need to think?
Yesterday when i'm typing the previous post my tears just drop ha... thinking bout the days we sms all the things.. When i finally can sms her in genting think onli Gary know how i feel at that very moment.. Now i know how much she meant to me yea.. So i think i'm not going to press her bout the blog thing le i've done my best le.. Whether she will believe is now up to her le... Think i won't give her my address of the blog also if we are meant to be she will find my blog one haha.. we shall see lor.. For now i'll just be normal and sms her like normal frenz, although i knoe is quite hard but what else can i do ? Do u know how painful it is to think bout her the moment you closed ur eyes? For now i just hope time can waste away all pain... Maybe she will accept me again haha...
To heng.. Dun think so much la.. who say u are a jerk ? there is no right or wrong in a relationship yea.. so dun be sad as for ur case is more hurting i knoe after what she sms u... Sorry yesterday not there when u msn me.. But no worries Me and Gary are always there for you.. We are just a call away.. =)

To Shan... I dunno when would u be able to see this blog of mine but never mind just wanna say Thanks for all the happy mermories heez.. Dun think i'm going to give up coz i won't haha.. Take care and hope u can faster overcome the yin in within u... love ya =)