Hey Peeps i'm back to blog.. Well All of you must be anxious bout how it work out after i send her the mail. Well when she was online just now in the afternoon ha ask her whether she read le she reply no... So wait for her to read and type somethings to tell her.. Well the ans not really what i expected.. She just find ways to avoid the qns.. Some say she is afraid and call me to give her time.. So yea i did.. but after she went offline i sms her all the sms no reply wow.. So much for the fact that she still ask me to sms her when i'm free.. It really broke my heart i waited the whole day for her and all she told me was " i need to go wash my dog , Later when u free then msg me... " i'm free always for u I'm always free... Why is it that everytime those that you love dun love u back and those that u don't juz keep on coming.. I often pray to god ok i dun mind having short life dun mind being poor but just let me be with her is it so hard... And all this things i'm not wrong i didn't lie in the first place.. whateva i told u, i told all my friend the same thing... I knoe u have been hurt before by ur bf but i didn't.. i know is hard for you to trust anyone now, which is why i didn't force u or rush u to give me an ans.. After all that i'm done dun u feel anything... I'm like an idiot always checking my hp looking at the past 700 plus sms that we had and checking whether u are online a not and checking ur friendster Ahh is driving me nuts... But i still didn't give up i still wanna be the one to hold ur hand when u are ready i still wanna brave through all the bad times with u and share all ur happiness with u... Tell me am i Wrong... You told me not to sweet talk too much well i didn't le coz i know sweet talk too much cannot gain ur trust in me... Why muz all this things happen at this point of time... Now i'm still waiting ha... Now waiting has gradually become my fav pastime... But no matter how i will not give up i swear... Remb the 9 pm show and what u told me.. Jus now i sms u le but still no reply... I really believe if we will to get over this bad patch we will realli be together for long... now is a test for us... I'm not going to back down and i'm not going to admit defeat hope You won't too... I still hope we will be together Love ya........

Gone were the days that you will msn me once u saw me online…
Gone were the days that we msn till 5 in the morning…
Gone were the days that you sms me saying u miss me a little…
Gone were the days that you msg me good night…
Gone were the days that you scold me Sheng jing bing…
Gone were the days that you will say me Ni wu liao ah…
Gone were the days that we will sms till you fell asleep…
Gone were the days that the first sms of the day will be you…
Gone were the days that I knoe what you are doing…

Till now do u know how much I miss u ? Suddenly I Miss u a lot…