Yoz peeps nicky is back hahas…
Firstly I wanna say sorry hadn’t been updating my blog for somedays hahas… Due to the fact that I’m keeping myself busy so that I won’t anyhow think lolls… Started working at vivo city and it was great although there was a couple of times really damn bored hahas got no customers but luckily I got Kenny to company me haha.. We play soccer in the shop HAHAs… how’s that for working =) been havingmany late night outing these few days feel like I’m back at levis Coz I hung out with the same old ppl haha.. So fun Tomolo will hav another night outing at kim Seng Rd haha…
Anyway I come to a conclusion well some of my frenz know what is going to happen but I just hope for the best…
To shan: I still miss u… A Lot…
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Working time =)
All of you muz be thingking that i'm not updating my blog le right haha... When thats not the case just tat yesterday i was sleeping the whole day la due the the fact that i was at hoe yong birthday chalet the previous day and we will playing mahjong till like 730 haha.. After which hoe yong frenz send mi and angela back home and i went to school for some talk la.. The talk was suppose to be till 3 in the afternoon haha... but at around 12 i was too tired la when we were going for lunch i just tell marco and ziyu i'm going home to slp haha.. Then off i went and i took cab home somemore haha.. reach home bath le slp haha... slp till 10 plus then wake up eat dinner and slp again...
Now i'm in school haiz... Actually dun need to come one but because of some reason we need to come... hahas so wake up at 11 plus coz ziyu call mi and say teacher want us to come so no choice have to come down haha... now in the project room so sianz la... Oh ya later be going to work haha... Uncle ( my levis supervisior last time we all call him uncle ) call mi to go down to his workplace there to work haha... Not going to tell u all at where but the chance of you all seeing me will be quite high ba haha... Will be working with kenny ( ex levis staff ) but dunno whether fun a not be selling wine and arts pieces haha so not me hor =) Won't have so much time to go out play le and there goes my clubbing, mahjong, soccer, slacking, chilling, gaming and chatting days =) time to save up some money haha... Ciaoz...
To shan : Hey babe missing ah haha... how's your job hunting going ? hope it will be good yea.. take care babe =)
Now i'm in school haiz... Actually dun need to come one but because of some reason we need to come... hahas so wake up at 11 plus coz ziyu call mi and say teacher want us to come so no choice have to come down haha... now in the project room so sianz la... Oh ya later be going to work haha... Uncle ( my levis supervisior last time we all call him uncle ) call mi to go down to his workplace there to work haha... Not going to tell u all at where but the chance of you all seeing me will be quite high ba haha... Will be working with kenny ( ex levis staff ) but dunno whether fun a not be selling wine and arts pieces haha so not me hor =) Won't have so much time to go out play le and there goes my clubbing, mahjong, soccer, slacking, chilling, gaming and chatting days =) time to save up some money haha... Ciaoz...
To shan : Hey babe missing ah haha... how's your job hunting going ? hope it will be good yea.. take care babe =)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Happy day...
Yesterday Was at home feeling bored so i call Ah yan to see whether she is free to meet a not haha... But she is already outside haha outside with another guy haha.. Seems like my Ah yan is so popular haha.. but considering the fact that i msg her at round 6 plus haha coz that was the time that i woke up ? hahas Din go school yesterday haiz coz I din sleep the previous night so damn tired and went to take Mc haha.. While on the way to take Mc i call dada and she was sick i mean really sick and funny thing is that when i told her that i'm going to see doctor she say " Haiya you didn't say earlier if not we can see doc together " LOL i was like WTH my dada is so funny haha... So after that went to West mall to buy movie ticket Coz Ah yan agree to meet mi for movie haha... Watch Stomp The Yard haha wasn't realli what i expect the dance show to be but nevertheless is still a good movie haha...
Reach home and went online and webcam with everyone i know haha.. Suddenly i feel so sianz la.. Was web camming with joc and she ask me and shan how le.. I say no chance but still hurt and still hoping.. She reply but you dun look sad... Well i say i dun hav to protray my saddness to others to affect their mood =) thats me... Those who know me will know... Like what dada Say when i have problems i'll never show it to me friends but she know deep down inside i'm thinking much... That's how much this darling of mine understand me =)
Yesterday night i din sleep again i dunno what's happening to me la but whenever i lie on my bed and close my eyes My mind wanders and saddness engulf me... So i rather dun sleep and wait till when i'm realli tired then i can sleep the moment my head touch my pillow =) But someone brought a smile to me and made my day a happy one =) A good night msg at 3.12 Am was all i need to wash away all the saddness in me =) But i hate myself haha coz i switch my phone to slient mode and I din notice until this morning when i'm going to sch ha... Reply back a good morning and see if she will to reply...
Oh ya another thing My fav cousin had juz booked her air ticket to london haiz gonna miss her coz she will be going there to work for 2 yrs haiz I'll MISS HER... no more k boxing no more supper... Haiz so sad =(
To shan : i'm so good to miss shan shan everyday got something to write for her =) hope you are doing fine =) i dunno what will happen to us in the future but i wan you to knoe that i'm happy with the way we are now... And ur msg like old times brought a smile to my face and made my day =) miss ya =)
Reach home and went online and webcam with everyone i know haha.. Suddenly i feel so sianz la.. Was web camming with joc and she ask me and shan how le.. I say no chance but still hurt and still hoping.. She reply but you dun look sad... Well i say i dun hav to protray my saddness to others to affect their mood =) thats me... Those who know me will know... Like what dada Say when i have problems i'll never show it to me friends but she know deep down inside i'm thinking much... That's how much this darling of mine understand me =)
Yesterday night i din sleep again i dunno what's happening to me la but whenever i lie on my bed and close my eyes My mind wanders and saddness engulf me... So i rather dun sleep and wait till when i'm realli tired then i can sleep the moment my head touch my pillow =) But someone brought a smile to me and made my day a happy one =) A good night msg at 3.12 Am was all i need to wash away all the saddness in me =) But i hate myself haha coz i switch my phone to slient mode and I din notice until this morning when i'm going to sch ha... Reply back a good morning and see if she will to reply...
Oh ya another thing My fav cousin had juz booked her air ticket to london haiz gonna miss her coz she will be going there to work for 2 yrs haiz I'll MISS HER... no more k boxing no more supper... Haiz so sad =(
To shan : i'm so good to miss shan shan everyday got something to write for her =) hope you are doing fine =) i dunno what will happen to us in the future but i wan you to knoe that i'm happy with the way we are now... And ur msg like old times brought a smile to my face and made my day =) miss ya =)
Monday, March 19, 2007
Back to the future haha...
Hey people nicky is back…
Hahas wat a weekend for me.. Saturaday was out with Darren Sim and Jonathan Teo haha in Ngee Ann to play soccer from 3 pm play till 7 plus then we went home to change and went to cheng cheng house to celebrate his birthday haha.. Onli me Darren Eugene albert and Ivan was present haiz.. The rest all tio confinement hahas… Actually I not going but cheng cheng brother so muz go after that slack at his place till 10 plus then went to St James for PK birthday celebration haha… All levis staff were there haha so fun about 20 plus ppl will there to celebrate so fun.. When the birthday boy come Dik give him one shot haha super powerful hahas birthday boy after he drank that he high haha… then after a while he is gone haha… First time I see PK drunk la powerful la… We went dancing and drinking and I muz say Tiger Live is fun hahas the R&B is so nice =) suddenly I love clubbing can let mi forget my problem for that period of time hahas and hav fun =) So we club till 4 and went to have breakfast at mac slack around till 6 plus and went home ha…
And u thought I go home sleep right haha no I went home to bath le then online and wait for time to pass because I got soccer at 8 am haha when is around 745 my father woke up and I call him to fetch me to woodland there to meet my frenz for soccer haha… Yesterday game was not good la haiz my friend dunno what the hell they thinking always pass left side haha I’m at the right side there no ppl mark haha tired of running la… after that went home and KO sleep till 6 plus wake up go dinner with my family and when we came back Mahjong session and mi and my sis won 20 plus haha coz she share with me haha.. So fun lor Malaysia mahjong so nice =)
To Shan : I dunno whether you can see this a not I dunno whether you still visit my blog after that time =) I hope u to blog too ok dun be lazy la coz at least from there I could know how you are doing and what’s happening to your life now… Although I say I give up but u still appear in my mind every now and then… Maybe I really need time to heal all pain haha I still sms you everyday although not so much but I’m just scare that You forgot who nicky is =) Take care and enjoy ya life dun be sad le ok =)
Hahas wat a weekend for me.. Saturaday was out with Darren Sim and Jonathan Teo haha in Ngee Ann to play soccer from 3 pm play till 7 plus then we went home to change and went to cheng cheng house to celebrate his birthday haha.. Onli me Darren Eugene albert and Ivan was present haiz.. The rest all tio confinement hahas… Actually I not going but cheng cheng brother so muz go after that slack at his place till 10 plus then went to St James for PK birthday celebration haha… All levis staff were there haha so fun about 20 plus ppl will there to celebrate so fun.. When the birthday boy come Dik give him one shot haha super powerful hahas birthday boy after he drank that he high haha… then after a while he is gone haha… First time I see PK drunk la powerful la… We went dancing and drinking and I muz say Tiger Live is fun hahas the R&B is so nice =) suddenly I love clubbing can let mi forget my problem for that period of time hahas and hav fun =) So we club till 4 and went to have breakfast at mac slack around till 6 plus and went home ha…
And u thought I go home sleep right haha no I went home to bath le then online and wait for time to pass because I got soccer at 8 am haha when is around 745 my father woke up and I call him to fetch me to woodland there to meet my frenz for soccer haha… Yesterday game was not good la haiz my friend dunno what the hell they thinking always pass left side haha I’m at the right side there no ppl mark haha tired of running la… after that went home and KO sleep till 6 plus wake up go dinner with my family and when we came back Mahjong session and mi and my sis won 20 plus haha coz she share with me haha.. So fun lor Malaysia mahjong so nice =)
To Shan : I dunno whether you can see this a not I dunno whether you still visit my blog after that time =) I hope u to blog too ok dun be lazy la coz at least from there I could know how you are doing and what’s happening to your life now… Although I say I give up but u still appear in my mind every now and then… Maybe I really need time to heal all pain haha I still sms you everyday although not so much but I’m just scare that You forgot who nicky is =) Take care and enjoy ya life dun be sad le ok =)
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Updates hahas...
Suddenly After so much things that had happen I think I’ve learn how to give up… There is no point forcing her to tell me things that I wanna know and things that she dun wanna say… So After 3 days without any sms I know is time to let go.. She won’t miss me I know cause there are so many guys that are waiting to look after her right now… If given a choice I will still choose want to know her although is hurting but she let me know again what I really want in love =) I dunno how long I need to wash away all the hurt but no matter what I will ha.. I wan to enjoy single life now but with her in my mind once in a while coz I know to forget her in short a short time is hard haha but I will try to… I believe in Something which is If you are meant to be you will be no matter what happen =)
To shan.. Look how far we have come haha although in the end the ending is not what I wanted but I still wanna thank you for giving all those good mermories haha especially the movie we had and the sms after that at that point of time I really thought that we could be together but haha maybe heaven is playing a joke on me… Things happen and I dun blame you coz I can onli blame myself haha.. No matter what u still ccupy a huge portion of my heart now.. Take care and hope u can find ur one soon =) Remember to choose those good one ok dun be like last time =) All the best My love ( for the last time)
Ciaoz…
To shan.. Look how far we have come haha although in the end the ending is not what I wanted but I still wanna thank you for giving all those good mermories haha especially the movie we had and the sms after that at that point of time I really thought that we could be together but haha maybe heaven is playing a joke on me… Things happen and I dun blame you coz I can onli blame myself haha.. No matter what u still ccupy a huge portion of my heart now.. Take care and hope u can find ur one soon =) Remember to choose those good one ok dun be like last time =) All the best My love ( for the last time)
Ciaoz…
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Sorry...
Read her blog today haiz.. felt i'm such a crap...
To shan: Sorry i din know that ytd such a thing happen to you.. I know i dunno what is happening but i know i shouldn't add to your problems now.. Saw ur post and it struck mi hard... How insenstive i am... remember the song u send mi ? "Tell mi Where it hurt Now baby And i do my best to make it better... Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away Just tell me where it hurts Now, tell me And I love you with a love so tender Oh and if you let me stay I'll love all of the hurt away..." I will realli try to make ur hurt go away... =) Is there anything i can do ? i'm sorry... Sorry for being so insensitive...
To shan: Sorry i din know that ytd such a thing happen to you.. I know i dunno what is happening but i know i shouldn't add to your problems now.. Saw ur post and it struck mi hard... How insenstive i am... remember the song u send mi ? "Tell mi Where it hurt Now baby And i do my best to make it better... Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away Just tell me where it hurts Now, tell me And I love you with a love so tender Oh and if you let me stay I'll love all of the hurt away..." I will realli try to make ur hurt go away... =) Is there anything i can do ? i'm sorry... Sorry for being so insensitive...
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Updates...
Sorry for blogging so little yesterday due to the fact that i was out k boxing with my cousins haha... Nice outing although it is always the 3 of us haha... That show how close our relationship is la... No doubt they are the ones that watch me grow up to the nicky i'm now haha.. And of course they are the one who know my all my inner feeling haha... I simply love these two cousin of mine =)
Alright shall let u all know something ha... On Sunday night was talking to shan haha... She suddenly ask me whether i hav blog a not so i say yea and i gave her mine... She read le and she explain to me that at first when she read my ex blog she didn't think too much.. Is just because that there is another someone who found my ex blog and give it to her Who keep telling her things and that she believe... I seriously hated this type of ppl... Remember last time me and dada relationship haiz is also because of this type of ppl la and i always tell her if last time that din happen i think we will still be together now.. So why does this things still happen to me.. I'm not blaming anyone or him coz i know he is also wooing shan so he will try every possible thing to get rid of his rival.. But nvm is ok the air has clear now and that the previous post of the 4 song were sent to me by shan haha.. Was realli happy on Sunday i really thought we could go back to the old days haha.. How wrong am i to think bout that...
Maybe i should already knoe that she dun hav feeling for me... Yesterday After K box went to meet heng to eat dinner at clementi haha... While chatting he ask how is me and shan haha and i reply not good and he ask me one question that left me thinking.. He ask does shan hav feeling for me or something like that la... i say dunno haha... After on the way home kept thinking bout this haiz couldn't get it off my mind... Reach home le switch on my lappy and onli to find that my lappy speaker spoil now got keep got a sound super irriating haha.. Later going to send my lappy for repairs.. So online and told shan that my lappy spoil so i went offline. We texted each other for a while before i ask her " Do u think is possible for the two of us to be together..." She reply i can't say yes and i can't say no also.. I dun hav a definite ans... " i reply back " Let me rephrase the qns am I in your heart " after that no reply till now haha...
Is not that i'm forcing u my love is just to let myself know where is really stand in ur heart ha.. After yesterday i think i know.. Like i told u yesterday In my 22 years of life U are the second girl that realli make mi fall real deep the first one didn't turn out well. You can ask zong yan bout that. I began to understand that you still dunno what you want in ur relationship. Although it maybe hurting to know but seriously i dunno what i can do except to wait haiz... Seriously there are a lot of time that i truly wanna give up this relationship of us but... 这段情我放不开... Is juz like what my Msn nick say.. Wo de Zhui Da Xin Fu, Shi Fa Xian Wo Ai Ni... Ke Shi Rang Wo Shang De Zhui Sheng De Ren Ye Shi Ni.... I still hope to hear from you seriously... i will still Be here waiting... Take care my love... Maybe in the first place i shouldn't have went to know you and fall for u then all this thing won''t happen =) Juz wan u to Know that no matter what just remember that there is a nicky that left his footprint and his heart in your heart in this lifetime =)
Alright shall let u all know something ha... On Sunday night was talking to shan haha... She suddenly ask me whether i hav blog a not so i say yea and i gave her mine... She read le and she explain to me that at first when she read my ex blog she didn't think too much.. Is just because that there is another someone who found my ex blog and give it to her Who keep telling her things and that she believe... I seriously hated this type of ppl... Remember last time me and dada relationship haiz is also because of this type of ppl la and i always tell her if last time that din happen i think we will still be together now.. So why does this things still happen to me.. I'm not blaming anyone or him coz i know he is also wooing shan so he will try every possible thing to get rid of his rival.. But nvm is ok the air has clear now and that the previous post of the 4 song were sent to me by shan haha.. Was realli happy on Sunday i really thought we could go back to the old days haha.. How wrong am i to think bout that...
Maybe i should already knoe that she dun hav feeling for me... Yesterday After K box went to meet heng to eat dinner at clementi haha... While chatting he ask how is me and shan haha and i reply not good and he ask me one question that left me thinking.. He ask does shan hav feeling for me or something like that la... i say dunno haha... After on the way home kept thinking bout this haiz couldn't get it off my mind... Reach home le switch on my lappy and onli to find that my lappy speaker spoil now got keep got a sound super irriating haha.. Later going to send my lappy for repairs.. So online and told shan that my lappy spoil so i went offline. We texted each other for a while before i ask her " Do u think is possible for the two of us to be together..." She reply i can't say yes and i can't say no also.. I dun hav a definite ans... " i reply back " Let me rephrase the qns am I in your heart " after that no reply till now haha...
Is not that i'm forcing u my love is just to let myself know where is really stand in ur heart ha.. After yesterday i think i know.. Like i told u yesterday In my 22 years of life U are the second girl that realli make mi fall real deep the first one didn't turn out well. You can ask zong yan bout that. I began to understand that you still dunno what you want in ur relationship. Although it maybe hurting to know but seriously i dunno what i can do except to wait haiz... Seriously there are a lot of time that i truly wanna give up this relationship of us but... 这段情我放不开... Is juz like what my Msn nick say.. Wo de Zhui Da Xin Fu, Shi Fa Xian Wo Ai Ni... Ke Shi Rang Wo Shang De Zhui Sheng De Ren Ye Shi Ni.... I still hope to hear from you seriously... i will still Be here waiting... Take care my love... Maybe in the first place i shouldn't have went to know you and fall for u then all this thing won''t happen =) Juz wan u to Know that no matter what just remember that there is a nicky that left his footprint and his heart in your heart in this lifetime =)
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